Dear you,
It’s been so long since I’ve actually sincerely felt that I miss you. I was thinking about you today. Honestly, I have so many good memories with you even though I tried so hard to fill my head with only bad memories with you. But I came to the realization that making you seem like the “villain” in my life didn’t do any good. It just gave me unnecessary stress and I was revisited by all those times I actually felt really hurt by the things you did. It took me almost an year, but I realized that I was so stubborn to accept the fact you were never meant to be mine. At first, it was all about pride and I didn’t want to face what I didn’t want to. But rejection has never felt so good. I’m glad we didn’t go past any boundary that we weren’t supposed to cross. Although I could imagine how wonderful we might have become… I’m more than satisfied with the friendship we hold now. We’re not the best of friends, but knowing that you could confide personal information to me, even as friends, makes me still feel “exclusive” without the extra feelings that might actually ruin what we have now. I’m glad that I eventually got to talk it out with you. Your response was something I would have never expected and totally the opposite of what I played in my head over and over. This just shows me how a person can never really know another. And I do miss you;miss you my friend. I hope you’re enjoying your summer and can’t wait to see you again.
I still think about your doubtfulness and I still hope and pray that you will find your way back. Hoping for the best.
-Rachel
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